As we watch the season bring the first roses into bloom, the Moon in Libra watches us. I wonder if She sees the same thing we do. I haven't written in this blog for a while, and one reason is that quite frankly I haven't known what I wanted to say. The demands of transformation have been taking a bit of a toll on a lot of us, and Saturn's requirement that we learn to withstand the extremes of Scorpio is difficult. This is a good time to remember that Saturn is our Schoolmaster and that our process of spiritual evolution is a lot like it used to be when we were in class as children: Learn a little bit - get a test....learn a little bit - get a test...and so forth. The same thing happens as we are growing in consciousness. If there's one thing we really need to hang onto right now, it's this viewpoint - that when it's time for us to take our next step, the first thing that happens is....we are shown directly and unmistakably what it is that needs to be changed...usually right in our faces. These 2 years, we are trying to become conscious of Scorpio's power on a higher level -- that means we get to see just how it looks on the lower level.....the paranoia, the mental self-abuse, the obsessiveness, the need to control, the way our emotions can become tidal waves of confusion and overwhelm. Ain't we got fun? Scorpio represents the darkest of the dark as well as the lightest of the light. This gives a bit more punch to our present experiences of The Dark Night of The Soul. It truly is darkest before the dawn, but knowing that doesn't make it any easier when we are still waiting for the Sun to come up. As I looked at the roses blooming this morning, I was struck by the darkness at the center of each bud, lurking there, waiting for the perfect moment to shove each petal one by one into the light. If you are feeling the pressure, the fear, the frustration of your own transformation, remember that you are a beautiful and precious flower, half in the bud and half out, not in control of the speed of your full blooming, waiting for Divine Timing to spread each petal of your spirit, one at a time, out of the darkness and into the light. Having a bad day in Earth School? Struggling with your tests? A session on your natal chart can illuminate the darkness and show you where you need to bloom. Contact me for an appointment now!
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